glazzzzzzzze asked:
Dear Aosenshi-san,
Please, if you are actually serious about wanting to die, know that I for one will be really sad. I cannot know or exactly empathize with what you are currently going through, or who you have with you-- but please believe that things can change for the better, or at the very least you can find joy in even the smallest things. I cannot chose or make a decision for you, but I can only hope you reconsider.
Seeing you are also a fan of OMORI, the game in the good ending has a message about healing and forgiving yourself and your loved ones, and moving on together even after the worst has passed. I find it very inspiring in my hard times (I do struggle with mental illness and guilt), and perhaps you could too, in your own way.
Your heart and mind can make things look worse than they actually are- you are stronger than you think. There are people who care, who want to help.
I cannot solve my problem.
I don’t want to live more with the problem.
She didn’t forgive me.
